There are things you cannot unsee. Always on high alert, making split second decisions and later second guessing those decisions. Relying on instincts and training in order to improvise. Even the administrative work work feels demanding. Trying to hide the stress of how unmanageable it has become. The relentless pressure to balance work and home life, and hiding the stress from friends and family can be very lonely.

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